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rlfriendguidedmetofindit.Beforeit,Idesperatelysearchedforuandingandlove,anditdrovemecrazywhenothersrefusedtooffer.SheofferedmeherloveanduandingwithoutreservationandIstartedtodoubtwhetherIdeservedit.Shetoldmethatlovewasnotanexgeofis.Loveisloftyandrequiresnothingiurn.HerlovewarmedmyheartandIstartedtotreatotherssincerely.Withtheuandingsheoffered,Istoppedmysearchofloveandsparednoeffortstocareforandloveothers.Finally,Ifeltqualifiedtoatoneformycrime.I’vehurtsomanypeoplewithmytalent,andnowsinceI’vegraspedtheessenceoflove,Ishouldnotonlylovemygirlfriendandmyfamilybutusemytalenttoloveothers,especiallytheyoungergeion,sinceIdonotwaosufferlikeme. ……